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Don't look me in the face when bumping into me at the store or wherever-engaging me in conversation, asking me a ton of questions-excluding that one question you really want to know-and then bump into one of my friends and ask them instead. That is SO "Cincinnnati." *eyes in head* I can respect it (and you) a whole lot better if you didn't go about it that way. Think about it. Outside of me, Janet and her friends-no one else knows the truth and entire story. So since you can't ask Janet and her friends, why ask my friends and not me? *clueless face* Get it from the horses mouth already, I don't get that.

With all due respect

Hell naw I'm not crazy. Considering the route [you know I took] ask yourself (on your budget in comparison to hers), what would or could YOU have done about it? Ask your own self that question. Chances are, you wouldn't have been able to do anything-but GO crazy-the stress would have taken you there-as it did me. I have to much to lose, love and live for to go crazy. Therefore, I chose to take the risk and do it my way. Yes, it hurt me in some areas-but in the end outside of myself, Rene (who can't talk), Janet and her friends, nobody else knows that when the smoke cleared; my fight, hurt, and risk was worth it. You (and the public) will never know that-as it wasn't necessarily FOR the public. It just ended up having to BE public because of who SHE is...

You

(talking to my friend): "So does Angie still talk to her?"

Me (answering you for my friend):

"Everyone involved plays their position-to date...When or if I decide to open up about it-you will not have to ask my friends and homegirls-you will definitely know..."

Just to reiterate

My point was well-understood by she and all parties involved with her. Me-I had deal with the cards I was given. The situation wasn't raised for profit but rather to prove that point for a situation that started off normal and went far to far and way over my head; to a level beyond the everyday/common person's understanding, belief and comprehension-far beyond what a person on her level (financially) could even contend with, if they do not have the resources. So you know if you're not on that level; trust me-armchair street gossip is all you can understand about the entire situation-trust me on that one, so play your position... I, mySELF, never entertained the thought of such things that happened.

I wouldn't do something, for any amount of monetary gain, by ruining someone else.

If had to step outside of secrecy and loyalty, compromise MY own privacy and risk and endure what I've endured, trust and know-I was left with NO other choice-but to do what I did.

I do have scruples and a conscience.

I didn't try/set out to hurt her-if you knew her-she would tell you that (that is-if she's telling the truth... )

It wasn't for monetary gain or fame, if you knew her-she would tell you that (that is-if she's telling the truth... )

It wasn't to slander or defame her-if you knew her, she would tell you that (that is-if she's telling the truth... )

But since you're not her friend (or one of her friends involved)-she will most probably tell you "no comment" or not answer you at all-just like the silence in the situation (that is-because she ~~can't~~ won't tell you the truth...)"

Hoping we are crystal at this point,

Angela.